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HALOdAngel17
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Birthday: 3/17/1983
Gender: Female
Interests: Golf, my new company, basketball, kicking it with my friends, watching tv and movies, talking on the phone, listening to tight beats on the radio
Expertise: Business, Science, and Political Science. I'm a Renaissance woman.
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
5/13/2003
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| What do you do when your friends like someone you HATE?
Simple questions, complicated answers. | | |
| I was looking over old entries and remember how i did questions with Ney and Trish. Not specifying for only those two people but i have a new question open to discussion for anyone who reads this.
Question: What is truly the purpose of life? No, seriously, what makes life worth living? There are moments of happiness, but what about all the death, pain and suffering, etc? I just don't find the meaning or importance of it. | | |
| I want to be happy knowing you are happy but how can I be happy knowing I am not the one making you smile?
For some reason I really like this quote and thought i would share. | | |
| - 2 and 4 I have come to appreciate that there are certain things in life are uncontrollable. Logically I already knew this but things are easier said than done. So, with this new appreciation, I have decided to take what I can. I am not so much a pessimist anymore, but have my moments of seriousness. Still listen to my emo/ "angry" music but only to listen to it. I don't get so angry with the music. I think I just need time to think, so I am going to Santa Barbara on Sunday. Just for a day trip but I want to soak up the sun and the view. Ironically, soaking up the sun is not a norm for me but one that I would truly appreciate now. I'm gonna bring a blanket, lay in the sun with a drink in one hand and my journal in the other, while listening to my mp3 player. I need to get back in having the simple things matter and nothing else. However before my R & R, I have a lot to do.
Tomorrow, or today should i say, i have to wake up around 7. Then go to Smart and Final to pick up some drinks and snacks for my basketball team. After that, I am going to Universal Studios with Courteney and Daddy for her pre-birthday celebration. Then, I have to get picked up around 11:30 to prepare for my game. Then, I have to go to Bellevue Park early to practice with my kids and watch the competition. After that, get some R & R and get ready to go to Church. After that, I get to watch a play with my family. Actually do not remember which play it is but it's playing at the Pantages. Finally, I get to sleep and prepare for my day in Santa Barbara.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NEY. You are now 19 years old. | | |
| - I found this in someone's journal and thought it an interesting statement.
what is the point in thinking something good is going to happen? in having a positive outlook on something?
it only makes you feel worse when it doesent happen.
For some reason i am a little pessimistic. Things aren't bad and i'm glad but life is just kind of blah. Someone told me tonight that i'm taking on too much but i don't think that's it. She also said it was good to let out my feelings but how. Decided to start a journal and just free write and find out what's wrong with me.
I just need to get away. It's funny cuz i said that twice today to "adults" and they were like from what? I don't completely know but they really don't know. It's a good thing i am going to the RP for 3 months. Wouldn't that be weird if i just stayed there? Maybe i should become Buddhist. I am strong in my faith and have turned to God/Jesus a lot these past couple of weeks but maybe Buddhist thought and way of life is for me. That serenity with self and the world. It must be nice.
Hopefully this doesn't last. (if it does, it's good that i haven't gotten my "Live and Die in L.A./ California Love) | | |
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